Finding Grace when Hearing the Truth

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There is a place I go weekly that when you walk in the doors you automatically feel the GRACE of God.  You feel his presence abundantly and you feel extremely encouraged!  You're not stepping into a carpeted room with dim lights and candles lite. There are no ushers in suits or ministers in long robes, and rarely will you see men in 3-piece suits or ladies in long dresses but you will see loads of smiling faces and be greeted with open arms! You won't see an unfriendly face and you can almost guarantee to be introduced to someone! You can grab coffee, tea, or cappuccino to drink and chips or pretzels to snack on.  You are offered a mint, talk notes to journal on, and the door is opened for you! All of this is just in the lobby of the place offering PURE GRACE!

After you grab your  "liquid courage" and "comfort food" and yet another set of doors are opened for you, you are welcomed into a room of TRUTH! You are escorted to a seat no matter how many of you there are, just move to the center of the row so others can join you! There are pens there for you to use and music to draw you in! The band plays songs to get you in the spirit and then after 4 beautiful songs speaking of his AMAZING GRACE you just experienced in the Lobby, Craig appears to speak about JESUS!! This is the room of PURE TRUTH! In this room as Craig starts to speak many feel as if he had "bugged" their conversation the night before.  As Craig speaks the TRUTH of God many aren't prepared for what he says or how it is going to affect and change their lives but he does just that!  The passion in his voice and constant look on his face exemplifies the faith he has in Gods word! He speaks PURE TRUTH and explains The Word in 21st century wording! Craig tells us week in and week out that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the light and our Father speaks Truth and Grace and that when you hear the Truth from Jesus he is speaking with Grace!  Truth with no grace leads to legalism and grace with no truth leads to society doing as they please with no repercussions!  Knowing the truth will set you free, so listen to the truth, feel the grace of God and share both with those you encounter! And visit LifeChurch.tv to experience more of God's AMAZING GRACE and FAITHFUL TRUTH!

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  He was with God in the beginning.....The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. John 1:1-2,14

Waking up on the wrong side of the bed is just a nicer way of saying "the devil is trying to have a strong hold on me today." Well that is how I have felt for 6 days now!! A friend of mine told me that once you commit fully to God and you start making outward signs that you are totally in, on fire, and just fanatical about God, I was going to get attacked hard! Man, apparently I should have really listened to that! I knew that the Devil was going to find me more desirable now but I didn't think he would start knawing already! I mean geez pour some A1 on me first!

I woke up Friday morning with a pep in my step, raring to go and ready for whatever God threw my way, but as the devil tends to do, he threw a stick right under my rollerblade which started a prepetual fall into the middle of the swampy waters of the river! The muddy waters continued on into the night and progressivley followed into the next day! I tried not to let it get my spirits down and flittered on as if I was just fine,  never wanting people to think that I was being held captive.  I want people to see the way that I feel inside and not allow it to look like the devil is taking over!  However, Saturday came and went and I still had a bad taste in my mouth! We tried resolution but there was just no reconciliation! It is like one of those moments in a movie where you see the devil on the right and the angel on the left!  Sunday showed up earlier than planned and this was my day for the glory of God to shine like never before, the day my lifegroup started and yet there was yellow water in my wheaties!! The day just went from bad to worse leaving my with questions! So it was time for quiet time, so tucked in my bed I closed my eyes and said, "Lord today is your day, you have brought me from the rummage and have made me a new creation in you. Lord, help me to see you daily and remember where I have been and the work we had to do together to get me here! There was blood, sweat, and plenty of tears shed for this transformation and nothing is going to stand in my way of letting you shine through me." And at that moment I was off!  

Jesus reigns!! God is full of AMAZING GRACE! Eight ladies showed up to The Deux Krew meeting!! Our very first one, and all of these ladies came together for an ordained purpose! I took a few hours and just spent time in the word, knowing how amazing our Lord God is and after a long text of apology, i closed my eyes for some me time! 

The Devil shows up at the time when he knows he can sneak in and steal you! However God is with you always! Even when it doesn't feel like it, if you give your mind, body, heart, and should to our Lord Jesus Christ, he will carry you! Know that even on those days where you just don't feel like you can make it any further God has your back!! He gives you more than you can handle so that you will lean on him through the rough patches!! 

Jesus you are Lord, as I wake up every morning keep a watchful eye on me, guide me through the day and carry me through the muddy waters! Lord  you have brought me through this far, whatever your will is I am willing to do, you are an amazing Lord and I thank you for my opportunity to wake up every morning! 

A New Year....

As I sit and think about a NEW YEAR there is a bit of a jitter in my tummy! I cannot figure out if is a nervous jitter or just a jitter saying that I get to start over, and if it is a jitter of getting to start over...DO I REALLY?? Do you really get the chance to start over, I mean there are still people from your past that are around to remind you of where you have been and what Good or Bad you have done. There are still those people that went through things with you that can eaily pull you back into the mud! Over the years I have vowed to "start over" as of January 1, only to realize that January came and went as well as the following 11 months and I had still never made a change! I still hung out with the same people, still went to same places, still did the same stuff, spoke the same way, and still lived as if I did not believe in myself or anything else for that matter. However on December 31, 2008 at 11:59:59 I kissed the man of my dreamed and truly vowed, before God, friends, and myself that 2009 I really was going to START OVER! I started first with a belief in my Lord and Savior. I know that without Christ my new life would not be possible! I started with new friends who support me fully, love me unconditionally, and want to see me succeed. I have a new relationship where I have the opportunity to partner with him in my walk with Christ and together we build each other up and help each other grow with eachother and with our relationship with Christ! I got baptized as a new creation in Christ and I am starting over!
So in answer to the question above, YES, you can most definately start over! However, you have to be willing to make the changes that it will take, accept Christ in your heart and allow him to drastically change you! You amy not understand why all that happens to you but in the end all the puzzle pieces will fit together to make the most beautiful picture you have ever seen! So LET GO and LET GOD make the changes WITH you and fully believe that HE CAN!
Faith as small as a mustard seed is still FAITH!