Eyes are Everywhere....

When you take the role of leader you begin to realize the eyes that are everywhere and how closely they follow you! In the line at the grocery store when the cashier is slow and you are in a hurry they think, "How will she react?" At the gas pump when it is really cold out side and she just realized she forgot her gloves they say, "What will she say?" On the highway when traffic comes to an immediate halt and she is late to a movie they watch to see, "What finger is she going to extend?" When her good friends mother passes away and her friend is questioning God's faithfulness they think, "How will she comfort her?" When she goes someplace to watch a ball game or a UFC fight with friends they look to see, "Is she going to order a drink?" At work when things don't go her way they listen to hear how she speaks!  Everywhere she goes and everything she does people are watching to see if the transformation is real and if she really is going to be the leader they hoped she will be! Some watch to see of she is going to fail and hope that she will, some watch in awe of the amazing things that God can do and pry that she is successful, either way there is something to prove! But all in all the one person that I am doing this for is Christ! My amazing Lord and Savior who gave me a second chance at life and what an amazing life it is going to be!